Veratu - If You Could Only Know (English Version)

If you could only know
How hard
I had to try to unlearn you how
I tore myself apart
Slowly breaking
My own heart
If you could only know
How hard it was to wait and rise
And looking in the mirror
Again afraid of my own tired eyes
The same old darkness lives inside
A shadow in my soul you left behind
I wish our paths had never met
You turned our love into regret
Maybe it was better this way
That you never saw me like that