Kimo Sounds - Half My Life

I kept my best days folded away
Saving them for a life not yet begun
I read the calendar like it was scripture
Waiting for a sign that never comes
I thought
I'd start once things got easier
Once the timing finally lined up right
But the pages kept on turning without me and
I kept missing my own life
Half my life has been preparing
For a life that already began
The door
I thought was closing
Was opening my hand
I was always inside of
Just too busy getting ready to see
Half my life waiting